Dissolves through time. And I just got to learn to accept that. In the beginning, the people you meet, the friendships you establish, & the intimate relationships you experience, show a huge amount of effort. Effort in which they take the time to hang out, to give you a phone call to seeee what your doing, to always have your back when you need it, to surprise you, to hand make crafts for you, to do whatever it takes to gain trust, respect, & loyalty to the new people you meet, current friendships & in relationships. But as time passes by, those efforts will slowly dissolve. Like photos & their pixels slowly being removed from it’s complete image. Like a missing piece to a puzzle. Effort is comparable to materialistic things. For example, you finally got the phone you wanted, you treat it with care & the hype for that item sparks up your eyes. Through time, the spark slowly dies & becomes imperfect. The first time you drop it is a huge deal, then the second time, not as big, third, not a big deal at all then maybe by the fourth time, you consider buying a new one. It starts off just right, then slowly begins to become bumpy. Effort, is unpredictable. You don’t know when it comes but what you’ll know is when the lack of effort occurs.