With Ok!dk and cousin Rachel telling stories and playing truth or dare (:
FRIDAY: It was a really horrible day. It starts off with my sister’s car not working -_- Her laptop totally got fried, her external hard drive crashed, her cordless mouse just decided to not work & now, her starter of her car totally gave out. I drove her to work & babe picked her up from work. It totally sucks for her. But hey, she got her new laptop, she returned her mouse, her car is now workin’ but her hard drive is still f/cked up.
Went to school with a positive additude. Math ended early & I chilled with Charlene & Joseph. Good times! Took HELLA photobooth photos & made videos, drank at Java Shity & just talked about life in general. Honestly, she’s one of the slowest people I know, yet, the uniquest! Musical Dance, took notes, & danced to some of the clips on Sweet Charity. Group work = LAME.
Came home with a negative vibe from my sister, due to the fuck up of her car & decorating our garage into a haunted house was such a big hassle for her. Rachel came over around 10:00am because she wants to spend halloween with OK!DK & babe :) We couldn’t find the spider webs so, DC, Babe, Rachel & I decided to make a walmart run. FAIL. Went to Party City, SUCCESS, yet FAIL because we didn’t have enough -__- TODD was there, & tell me why I hella heard him say, “THERESE IS HERE” like as if he was talkin’ shit. I’m just gonna let that one go cos I got hella drama to fuckin’ deal with, UGH. =/
Arrived home, hanged out at the bahay for a while then we dropped DC off to his destination. Went to sister’s work. As Rachel & my sister are at work, Babe & I go to tapioca express. Babe got my drink and food. He said that Ate KITTY said Hi. I MISS HER SO MUCH! OMFG. I DON’T EVEN HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH HER ANYMORE :( I’M SO SAD. I hope I find her on facebook/myspace/downelink again. seriously! Went back 2 sisters work, chilled, tacobell run at 10:30pm went home, babe dropped me off. While Rachel & my sister took a separate car. What a day.
I loved it! (: Every bit of it. I’m just sad the fact that he’s gone. It is so hard to even think that he’s gone & just seeing him on the screen just made me realize that life is just like that. You come & you die.. But you know what, death was his only way to escaping from everything. It’s his time to relax now. I’m glad he fufilled his dreams in becoming an Artist. But he’s more than just an Artist, He’s a LEGEND(: I love MICHAEL JACKSON with all my heart (: He will definately be missed! I love this movie / documentary. Highly recommend you to watch it!
- Woke up early just to finish the OBAMA reading.
- this book is rather interesting (: despite the fact that it keeps talkin’ in past to future tense. I still get it. awesomeness.
- Room change for GS. Presentor’s visit.
- The other room made me feel so close to everyone that produces body heat & I start to sweat. It’s flippin nasty.
- Viewing Diversity, boring as fuck
- Llorena & I seriously wanted to leave but, we had no choice but to keep our ass’s in the seats. Fallin behind on my reading :(
- Charlene & Tom kicks :)
- Chilled at Charlenes math class until class begun.
- Finished reading the rest of OBAMA reading.
- (: I know what I read like the back of my hand! Good shit
- English - groups
- YOU TOO TOM! I cracked the fuck up & Charlene hella heard me tell the story & we busted out laughin’ which got me introuble.
- Panda Express w/ Charlene & my sister.
- Farmville, Cafeworld, Fishworld = My new addictions
- Finished Math homework
- On the phone with babe. GOODNITE!
If a blind woman/man started physically hitting you, what would you do?
I’d hella try to tell them to hit me again by playin’ marco polo.
If your dog peed on your boyfriends leg, would you be embarassed?
honestly? yeh, but it’s not like I’m gonna deny he’s my boyfriend. lmao.
If your best-friend told you that she was going to get a new haircut, that you thought was ugly, would you try to tell her not to?
FUCK YEH, I don’t want my bestie lookin’ ugly now. I’d be like, your stupid. XD.
If you were outside and a red car drove by and started shooting up your block while little children were playing outside, would you save the children if it meant possibly killing yourself?
Yes, I would totally do that.
What would you do if you found out your best-friend stole one of your mom’s diamond necklaces?
I’d kick her ass until I get it back.
If you had a chance to make $200, only, buy stripping for truckers on a corner, would you?
Nope but I do make $200 on the corners. LMAO.
If you get into a fight, or think you might, do you throw the first punch?
Nah, they hit me first then I’ll attack on they ass.
Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $150?
Make it $600 and you got yourself a deal.
If you had a chance to go speak to troubled kids, maybe like yourself, and help turn their lives around, would you?
quit bein’ a dumbass, get your fuckin’ act right. don’t get knocked up cause you can’t take care of yoself. don’t steal, cos the popo will getcha, education is the way to fuckin’ go. if you wanna be a criminal, education first. XD. haaaaa. I’m keedin’.
This song is on my hype. It just totally matches my mood & how I’m feelin. If I haven’t counted correctly, I listend to this song 360 times today. I honestly believe that songs express how one another truly feels. That’s why I’m a music lover :) Today was alright yet a tad bit depressing. I’m tryin my hardest to brush off what had happend last night because it is not worth dwelling on it now. I need to learn to be more supportive of myself rather than focusing on all the mistakes that I create in this world. “People make mistakes” is a statement that I have high beliefs on. One day, I’ll learn to establish the strength to pick myself up when no one else can & I’m glad today is the day to start. I’m learning to depend on no one but myself because in the end, I’m left with just myself. Developing a new self. Well today, No sleep at all what so ever. So, I covered my face with make-up so I look like as if I took the effort to actually make myself up & to also “not look like anything happend last night” But sadly, the whole family knows the truth. They could read me like a book. Maybe it’s my body language that I was presenting, or maybe they just heard me throwing up in the bathroom. I don’t know. Covered my baggy eyes with foundation, eyeliner & blush. It totally looks like nothing was wrong & I had totally success with my goal. Before I was gettin’ ready, I hear the doorbell right & a particular friend that I had beef with appears on my door step expressing himself & giving me an apologie. + he needed to use my printer. LOL. I accepted his apologie because I’m not the one who hold grudges. When he was at my house, I picked up my Van w/ daddy from the shop. My babies okay :) I still need a name for my van. LOL. But its completely fixed. Picked up Rachel w/ Rob & came home, chatted w/ him until he had to go & then I made bracelets for a good 2 hours to get my mind off of what has been happening. I am extremely satisfied with the results from My Antonio! :) good choice. Hoping for a brighter day tomorrow & an even more brighter day the next. Goodnight.
do you like me? :) lol
If I know who you are, then maybe I can answer that for you.
do you have a boyfriend cos on ur fb it says ur single.
I wish I knew how to answer this question but sadly, I don’t. =/
If you can change somthin bout’ u wut wud it be nd why?
I’d change everything. Because it seems to certain people that they don’t accept me for who I am.
i like you… i just dnt kno if i shud tell u who I am.
It’s good to know someone out there likes me. But it’ll be nice if you tell me who you are. do I know you?
you do no me..
then tell me who you are yeah?
Do you have a shaved pussy?
come at me & find out perv.
It’s either you want to love me whole heartedly or quit the bullshit and let me move on to someone who’ll appreciate my commitment.
- Therese: I told you this would hit me
- Jaiden: why? whats wrong?
- Therese: the whole "positive thinking" isn't cutting it anymore I'm breakin' down But Jaiden I can do this!!! :') I CAN!
- Jaiden: hun, crying on the outside, heals on the inside
- Therese: I know, I just wanna hold it in so I can be strong. I can do this.
- Jaiden: it wont make ou strong, it will make you sick
- Therese: It wont, I promise. Just be here with me along the way okay =')
- Jaiden: always
- Therese: Thank you ='(
Currently, sippin on some cold Jazmine tea. great feeling.
Continuation on friday
I love spending friday nights / weekends with the boyfriend (: We always pick up from where we left off & I looooove it! XD. Went to grandma’s house w/ my parents & babe around 7:00pm? The parents do the usuall while babe & I was just sitting there watching television. I brought my homework & I attempted to do it but the shuffling of tiles gots me distracted. I was craving tapex so I asked the family & they said yes :) But for us to go, we have to buy them some too :) On the way to tap, we had experienced something that we never experienced before. He thought it was AMAZING!!! lmaao! We ordered 3 Avacado Snow Bubbles, 1 Green Apple Snow Bubble & 1 Thai Tea Snow Bubble w/ pearls! The tapioca express we went to is so flippin cheap! The location is so hidden & I can tell that nobody goes there. A large was $3.50 & that’s including pearls! I felt as if I got the jackpot! Drove around & finally went back to grandma’s house. Their satisfaction was guarenteed but the hidden pearls came to them as a surprise. I sang kareoke while babe found songs for me to sing. We were that bored! I was hoping my cousin’s would of show up due to the phone call that was recieved by their father but turns out they didn’t -_- Oh well, after singin, I fell asleep while watching family guy with babe. Awakend by Paul telling me to go home because it was late but first, we had to go to his house first to pick up something before he dropped me off home. Picked up columbus pizza :) YUM. Did the doo on eattin’ that! Got home & relaxed. I know its not one of the best days but it is definately a night to remember.
FRIDAY: School started off on a bad note -_-
- The night before, I tell the rents I need gas, they get mad.
- Parents wanted me to use my credit card for gas (so I can est. credit score)
- Sounding so confident about it. They’re on top, I’m down low.
- Woke up, got ready & was headin’ out an hour early to get gas
- Creditcard denied, process took about an hour.
- Math midterm. Directions: SHOW UP TO CLASS AN HOUR EARLY Sadly, the hour that was spent on gas was my hour to take the final.
- Couldn’t take the midterm because of this damn dilemma.
- FUCK MY LIFE.
All started when my sister wanted to purchase some bag of chips in the vending machine. Makes a decision, presses the numbers, TIMBER. Sadly, it got stuck on the bottom (between the last row of candy & the opener thing). We tried every possibility possible. Kicking it, Hitting it, Shaking it, Fitting our arm through the bottom. Epic fail. Eyes on us filled with laughter. Shut the fuck up, this bag of chips is important to me. Carly comes about askin’ what the hell happend. She figures maybe if she purchased sweetarts the weight will fall on the chips causing both, the chips & the sweetarts to fall. She presses the numbers & watched it about to fall, sadly, it got stuck between the rings. FAIL. Now, theres 2 items stuck in this vending machine, the chips & the sweatarts. Gladly, Laura Ellis (our hiphop/tap teacher) comes & saw our commotion with this damn machine. She kicks the bottom where we pick up what we buy over & over with a serious ass face. I can tell this womyn was determined to get this out. No laughter, totally serious. “We just need to tap it ever so gently” is what she says. She made me crack the fuck up. SUCCESS! The chips finally comes out which leaves 1 less worries to our problem. Those damn sweetarts are still stuck -__- Proceeding on kickin’ it, this gentle men named Willam saw what was going on & wanted to purchase some sweetarts to get Carly’s out & hopefully. Puts his money in, hers falls but his is about to fall. Team work, 5 of us shakes it from all sides & front, IT FALLS (: finally, this damn issue is over. Thanks to all of the people who helped. Over a bag of chips & 2 sweetarts(:
Got hella candy in General Studies. It’s those gummy candies that is a form of a vampires mouth. (Those gummy hamburgers type deal). It’s pretty disturbing due to the heads turnin’ at me as I was grubbin on teeth, fangs & gums, but the taste is quite satisfying.
Hollaar’d @ my girl, G-STRANG, Charlene because I was dismissed from class an hour early. Sat in the New Union, grubbed on some PANDA E, discussing English assignments & life stories. [:
Strollin’ down of THE BAY hills, chattering up a storm & singing some tunes to myself w/ the sister in the passengers seat. Came across a song that got on my hypee, “WHA WHA WHA WHA WHAT DID SHE SAY” I say, “I bet this is going to be on the radio” I turn it on, “WHAT DID SHE SAY UMM WHATCHA SAY…” Creepy shiizz. Weirded out from my own prediction but, what are the odds? (:
Owned my research paper in English. My group kicks major donkey ass [: I have developed a form of interest in English. Had a successful closure with English. I’m having a conference with her tomorrow at noon to discuss my strengths & weaknesses when it comes to my writing, grammar, sentence structure & other information. Charlene & I walked to the car & we invented nicknames, G-STRANG, & TT. I know, totally overrated & out of randomness. We’ll upgrade that in the long run. But for now, lets just leave it at that.
Arrived at mi casa in one piece & with the house completely empty. Finished my other research paper, started my new, did the usual w/ facebook, finished all my assignments for tomorrow. I am all set (: Now, I am on the phone with babe, until I K.O. Goodbye tumbland.
I’ve been totally busy with college lately.
- 2 Research papers (Due tomorrow & this coming Thursday)
- Midterm on Friday on Mathematics
- Reading 28 pages on Viewing Diversity. 28*2 = 56 due by tomorrow.
- Reading 24 pages on Dreams of my Father. English. due by tomorrow.
- Research paper assigned Thursday.
Doing this one step at a time but ALL AT ONCE.. I seem like some kind of a maniac for all of this commotion. But hey, productivity is so uplifting. Knowing the fact that I accomplished my work is a good sensational feeling.
The weather is so unpredictable. It goes from HELLA SUNNY, to HELLA RAINING. Mother nature is tweekin’ the f/ck out. I hella hate how I can’t even tell if its going to rain or not because I wear totally something different & when the weather comes fuckin retarded, it totally looks as if I misdressed -__- Driving during these conditions is a struggle. But I fight through the battles.
Went to tutoring which was totally productive. Charlene escorted me to the library. SCAA is one of the most useful source on campus! I’m about to go there everyday. (: Went to the car, turns to be an ultimate FAIL. Turns out that my dumbass left the lights on which caused my battery to blow out. I called babe & he came to the rescue. With his father! Jumpstarted my car. (don’t know what I’d do without my light and shining armor aka prince charming)
- Went to Pho with Eric Jeffery Deguzman
- Showed an appearance at Sisters work
- Arrived home early to have a jump start on the research paper
- Collins & Morrison comes over to assist me with this paper + jammin’ with the guitars
- Farmville / Cafe World is deeply on my hypeee.
Let me take this oppertunity by saying, FML.